well, unfortunately, we're falling into a depression... gone are the 50 hour work weeks and busy lifestyle and money and bickerings with wifey that created a more or less happy environment (not that the bickerings were pleasurable - but mild anger tending to happiness is better than dissipation and passivity that leads to depression)
cannot drive until end of december and january will be a very slow month anyway
the disaster seems to have been precipitated by desi's father.... no doubt everyone in his country (bulgaria) is suffering from depression, like the rest of russia's victims in eastern europe no doubt... and he brought a big dosage of that with him along with unreasonable anger and irritability.... possibly he was alcoholic in his normal lifestyle over there and was/is chafing at the inability to drink here
the uncharacteristic 6 beers i drank yesterday only lead to poor sleep and a worse feeling the day after, truly alcohol is a scourge
maybe i could just end it all by making some phone calls and getting some work happening.... perhaps that would be best
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