maybe couple of nites ago
billy the californian that i knew first in bulgaria and later in california - during a brief weekend starting in LA to san luis obispo on to san francisco with him and his buddies partying there
billy sweet - he was in my dream along with some apple-picking dudes from washington state that i had not, in fact, met in real life... like in the dream they thought billy was square maybe
in real life billy ended up hating me during that weekend in san francisco, despite friendly relations before that... was unable to comprehend his hate at the time although he said it was coz i was so drunk and out of it on friday nite i 'looked like an animal'........
also starting to hate father in law -- like with billy and me -- no hate for years then all of a sudden -- broken situation
maybe should divorce....... no license... 6 more weeks.....
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