after having only had 2 cigarrettes today - and those early in the morning, thanks to my big bad 21st century quit smoking/ shut down ur neurotransmitters meds which really play with your brain a lot -- although only had a half-dosage and only one in total so far......
but anyhoo --- back to Rhianna
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9uoqSpyBAcg&NR=1&feature=fvwp
there is some cat on you tube that thanks Rhianna is pure evil possessed by some Demon of the netherworld --- this cat is scary as f&ck --- just the way he talks he is creeping me out big time -- i used to like that song Rhianna but he is turning it into an Exorcist movie-like experience.... scary
almost as messed up as my marriage
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sXj0cnBFZrU&feature=related
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Saturday, June 4, 2011
thepsychetruth
well, have subscribed to some youtube channel called 'thepsychetruth' and watched some of their videos -- they're just doing pyschology 101 stuff on it...... and PR, Black PR, etc
just took a small, self-medicated, dose of quit-smoking-tobacco drug... it's a drug that plays around with the brain and kills awareness of craving (for nicotine which is highly addictive)
have smoked for a little over a week now and it's just criminal (smoking) -- so detrimental on so many levels........ this drug is an unusual one as it can really cause some crazy dreams and doctors suspect it causing suicidal people to suicide
tv is so depressing, in the arts, the 'ploopsie-ism' that america is pushing has really degraded general tv made for entertainment, to the point where there is no program capable of entertaining, except maybe some cartoon .....
what is 'ploopsie-ism' ... the youtube channel 'thepsychetruth' is somewhat guilty of 'ploopsie-ism'... ploopsie-ism is characterized by addiction to comfort and hypocrisy, and letting other people do the heavy lifting..... here's an example: ok i have a right to freedom, so i'm going to take a ton of drugs and have all kinds of sex with everyone.... now you want to kill vietnamese people with agent orange and cause generations to be born deformed in order to put a halt to communism which is just authoritarianism, but with the drugs and freelove? i am against that!
that is a classic case of ploopsie-ism
here's another example of ploopsie-ism:
democracy is good, i want to be a whore, let's be alcoholics... but i want my oil nice and cheap and reliable, so authoritarian governments in the middle east should gun down the protesters....
where does all this ploopsie-ism lead us to?
less brutality, more comfort, until the supreme moment of violence....... the supreme moment of violence is inevitable as seen in the 7/7 subway bombings in 2005 in London...... two worlds display hostility to eachother.... pay lip service but generally hate eachother... the supreme moment of violence arrives........ avoiding relationships and communication is not a solution but it is the most commonly sought out one from parties that need to be in contact with eachother......
what is the end of ploopsie-ism?
the end of ploopsie-ism is the creation of morons based on the american example.... for example, person 'a' is french, abstains from whoring around in the name of being cool, alcoholism, lsd, etc
person 'b' is a muslim convert to american-ism and chastises person 'a's' values until finally person 'a' feels sheepish about not being a druggie whore.....
the forces of ploopsie-ism triumph....... ploopsie-ism isn't EVIL -- it's MEDIOCRE.... the ploopsie-ist forces are seeking to push MEDIOCRE values onto people to make them UN-extraordinary...... this is done because extra-ordinary-ism is scary and could possibly be associated with mental illness which would mean a dead end track towards zombie-ism......
ploopsie-ism wants you to finger fuck yourself with peanut butter while you watch Yoda telling you about how hard it is to avoid the dark-side of the force so that you become a reliable and average piece of trash -- white, black, whatever
it's a surety that the more you talk about yourself, the more unique you think you are with your pathetic personality traits, the more, for a surety you're heading down the path of moron-i-cism until you get to the very final stop on the train track:
a CNN person
just took a small, self-medicated, dose of quit-smoking-tobacco drug... it's a drug that plays around with the brain and kills awareness of craving (for nicotine which is highly addictive)
have smoked for a little over a week now and it's just criminal (smoking) -- so detrimental on so many levels........ this drug is an unusual one as it can really cause some crazy dreams and doctors suspect it causing suicidal people to suicide
tv is so depressing, in the arts, the 'ploopsie-ism' that america is pushing has really degraded general tv made for entertainment, to the point where there is no program capable of entertaining, except maybe some cartoon .....
what is 'ploopsie-ism' ... the youtube channel 'thepsychetruth' is somewhat guilty of 'ploopsie-ism'... ploopsie-ism is characterized by addiction to comfort and hypocrisy, and letting other people do the heavy lifting..... here's an example: ok i have a right to freedom, so i'm going to take a ton of drugs and have all kinds of sex with everyone.... now you want to kill vietnamese people with agent orange and cause generations to be born deformed in order to put a halt to communism which is just authoritarianism, but with the drugs and freelove? i am against that!
that is a classic case of ploopsie-ism
here's another example of ploopsie-ism:
democracy is good, i want to be a whore, let's be alcoholics... but i want my oil nice and cheap and reliable, so authoritarian governments in the middle east should gun down the protesters....
where does all this ploopsie-ism lead us to?
less brutality, more comfort, until the supreme moment of violence....... the supreme moment of violence is inevitable as seen in the 7/7 subway bombings in 2005 in London...... two worlds display hostility to eachother.... pay lip service but generally hate eachother... the supreme moment of violence arrives........ avoiding relationships and communication is not a solution but it is the most commonly sought out one from parties that need to be in contact with eachother......
what is the end of ploopsie-ism?
the end of ploopsie-ism is the creation of morons based on the american example.... for example, person 'a' is french, abstains from whoring around in the name of being cool, alcoholism, lsd, etc
person 'b' is a muslim convert to american-ism and chastises person 'a's' values until finally person 'a' feels sheepish about not being a druggie whore.....
the forces of ploopsie-ism triumph....... ploopsie-ism isn't EVIL -- it's MEDIOCRE.... the ploopsie-ist forces are seeking to push MEDIOCRE values onto people to make them UN-extraordinary...... this is done because extra-ordinary-ism is scary and could possibly be associated with mental illness which would mean a dead end track towards zombie-ism......
ploopsie-ism wants you to finger fuck yourself with peanut butter while you watch Yoda telling you about how hard it is to avoid the dark-side of the force so that you become a reliable and average piece of trash -- white, black, whatever
it's a surety that the more you talk about yourself, the more unique you think you are with your pathetic personality traits, the more, for a surety you're heading down the path of moron-i-cism until you get to the very final stop on the train track:
a CNN person
autistic text
one time in bulgaria i was doing an english-as-a-second-language class with some teenage kids........ i looked at the exercise at hand, four short texts with questions like: who do u think the writer might be, what can you tell about them, etc.......
one of the four texts really stood out from the others... it was as if it was written by an extremely spiritual person, like a monk, but like really spiritual... it turned out the writer was autistic...
they were writing about stuff that seemed all philosophical and spiritual and stuff... but also just a normal text about something simple like leaves or a chair or something
one of the four texts really stood out from the others... it was as if it was written by an extremely spiritual person, like a monk, but like really spiritual... it turned out the writer was autistic...
they were writing about stuff that seemed all philosophical and spiritual and stuff... but also just a normal text about something simple like leaves or a chair or something
ideal south park
returning to the ideal south park........ there should be alot of explosions... maybe a spaceship or a runaway train...... flying body parts maybe
here's some dialog for my ideal south park episode:
japanese kid sits in front of computer:
'captain's blog 3011, enterprise... my life is a complete failure, i have dropped out of community college due to rejection by my peers and from beloved potential mates... my shame is overwhelming... i wish only to commit hare-kare, like in the tom cruise movie... please will you join me...' (insert keyboard typing sounds and green wall background
cut to hiroko, in nagashima:
'konichiwa starship captain, i too am shamed, my nails were not done in the correct way - it has been a year now and i was completely disrespected by the nail and make-up salon... life is unliveable, i too will suicide with you... i am so excited, already we have 500 pledges... it is wonderful!'
cut to zajiro in osaka:
'yes i too am tired of the same old boring fashions and unevolving video games, i too will suicide...'
insert: 'you've got mail' sound
hiroko: starship enterprise captain, i have received a request for my blood upon expiring
starship captain blogger: i too have just received the same email hiroko
zajiro: me too! this is an insult!
it goes without saying that the kitsch-y retro music for this episode would be the 'you're the best' song from the karate kid movie, which would be played when all the suicide cult starts suiciding in montage form:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iBktYJsJq-E
here's some dialog for my ideal south park episode:
japanese kid sits in front of computer:
'captain's blog 3011, enterprise... my life is a complete failure, i have dropped out of community college due to rejection by my peers and from beloved potential mates... my shame is overwhelming... i wish only to commit hare-kare, like in the tom cruise movie... please will you join me...' (insert keyboard typing sounds and green wall background
cut to hiroko, in nagashima:
'konichiwa starship captain, i too am shamed, my nails were not done in the correct way - it has been a year now and i was completely disrespected by the nail and make-up salon... life is unliveable, i too will suicide with you... i am so excited, already we have 500 pledges... it is wonderful!'
cut to zajiro in osaka:
'yes i too am tired of the same old boring fashions and unevolving video games, i too will suicide...'
insert: 'you've got mail' sound
hiroko: starship enterprise captain, i have received a request for my blood upon expiring
starship captain blogger: i too have just received the same email hiroko
zajiro: me too! this is an insult!
it goes without saying that the kitsch-y retro music for this episode would be the 'you're the best' song from the karate kid movie, which would be played when all the suicide cult starts suiciding in montage form:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iBktYJsJq-E
my sophomore year book
we don't have sophomore year in australia - we have year 10
anyway, at the end of year 10.... i find some disk in some computer in a teachers' staff room and found it had files with scores of students' little comments on themselves for use in the school yearbook
two dudes i hung out with sometimes at school had their self-written comments on that disk like:
'most embarrassing moment: falling of my skateboard'
i changed that to: 'finding out i was a girl in biology class'
and suchlike, a few more changes here and there
days or weeks later we had some big ceremony for our scrappy year 10 diplomas saying we were good to go to community college and become welders...
everyone milled around outside after the ceremony and got their yearbook and started ogling them, i watched my friends faces with interest.... clearly i wasn't autistic as i was able to read their facial expressions and body language masterfully........ how amusing....
one anglo-saxon lad thought to himself he would like to beat me up, welcome to try cowboy, ha ha..... even though i hadn't even changed his comments... maybe he felt some gay, or racial love for his fellow humans, our brothers on this giant planetary school of life
needless to say my buddies were shell-shocked......... but i ask you: what's wrong with finding out you're a girl in biology class?
true story
anyway, at the end of year 10.... i find some disk in some computer in a teachers' staff room and found it had files with scores of students' little comments on themselves for use in the school yearbook
two dudes i hung out with sometimes at school had their self-written comments on that disk like:
'most embarrassing moment: falling of my skateboard'
i changed that to: 'finding out i was a girl in biology class'
and suchlike, a few more changes here and there
days or weeks later we had some big ceremony for our scrappy year 10 diplomas saying we were good to go to community college and become welders...
everyone milled around outside after the ceremony and got their yearbook and started ogling them, i watched my friends faces with interest.... clearly i wasn't autistic as i was able to read their facial expressions and body language masterfully........ how amusing....
one anglo-saxon lad thought to himself he would like to beat me up, welcome to try cowboy, ha ha..... even though i hadn't even changed his comments... maybe he felt some gay, or racial love for his fellow humans, our brothers on this giant planetary school of life
needless to say my buddies were shell-shocked......... but i ask you: what's wrong with finding out you're a girl in biology class?
true story
sucking
there's a faith no more song that ends with the line:
'i'll just tell you what my daddy used to tell me: you ain't never gonna amount to nothing'
well i don't need anyone to tell me that buddy! believe me
since it already seems abundantly clear i'm never gonna amount to nothing, all i can do is load my spit-wad shooter, aim it at the moon and watch it fly about a meter and get stuck in a tangle of webs and cigarette butts.......
remember, if you're a failure, you can just write about successful people,
hence, after watching a couple of recent south parks -- the one with the penis on the mouse's back, and some other one
i wish to explore, pathetically, what my favorite south park would be like, kind of like homer's ideal car, the homer:
first of all, there would have to be a big suicide cult, maybe starting in japan but going global... it would have to have japanese shut-ins - amusingly frustrated with life at the tender age of 25.... kind of like the iraq war but with less mass-murdering and more suiciders.......
people would feel depressed and then watch fox news and that would make them feel even worse
speaking of fox news, and digressing, how can they even talk about some english guy criticizing american patriotism and illegal patriotism, of course it is ridiculous, but why do they waste their time with that.... f*ck them!
anyway, back to my ideal south park: alot of japanese shut-ins looking to stage a mass suicide
there would be a bullshit factory too and like a spoof on matrix with lots of people being farmed in lady gaga eggshells and being piped bullshit from the bullshit factory, there would be some hillbilly farmers fixing the bullshit from all the bulls on their ranch too
then there should be something amazingly disgusting.... like chinese businessmen eating babies... this is actually something commonly rumored to happen in china in real life
there should also be cops that get whores to crap on their chests to feel better about life...
there should also be heartless profiteering types asking the japanese suicide cult if they can have their expensive stuff left to them in their wills
you could splice in some scenes of cnn - it speaks for itself
there should also be some gerbals and richard gere
to be continued
'i'll just tell you what my daddy used to tell me: you ain't never gonna amount to nothing'
well i don't need anyone to tell me that buddy! believe me
since it already seems abundantly clear i'm never gonna amount to nothing, all i can do is load my spit-wad shooter, aim it at the moon and watch it fly about a meter and get stuck in a tangle of webs and cigarette butts.......
remember, if you're a failure, you can just write about successful people,
hence, after watching a couple of recent south parks -- the one with the penis on the mouse's back, and some other one
i wish to explore, pathetically, what my favorite south park would be like, kind of like homer's ideal car, the homer:
first of all, there would have to be a big suicide cult, maybe starting in japan but going global... it would have to have japanese shut-ins - amusingly frustrated with life at the tender age of 25.... kind of like the iraq war but with less mass-murdering and more suiciders.......
people would feel depressed and then watch fox news and that would make them feel even worse
speaking of fox news, and digressing, how can they even talk about some english guy criticizing american patriotism and illegal patriotism, of course it is ridiculous, but why do they waste their time with that.... f*ck them!
anyway, back to my ideal south park: alot of japanese shut-ins looking to stage a mass suicide
there would be a bullshit factory too and like a spoof on matrix with lots of people being farmed in lady gaga eggshells and being piped bullshit from the bullshit factory, there would be some hillbilly farmers fixing the bullshit from all the bulls on their ranch too
then there should be something amazingly disgusting.... like chinese businessmen eating babies... this is actually something commonly rumored to happen in china in real life
there should also be cops that get whores to crap on their chests to feel better about life...
there should also be heartless profiteering types asking the japanese suicide cult if they can have their expensive stuff left to them in their wills
you could splice in some scenes of cnn - it speaks for itself
there should also be some gerbals and richard gere
to be continued
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