new ring tones, serial killers and rape

those topics belong together right? well they do for me, a taxi driver, as a ring tone is basically a kind of precursor to the rape i endure everyday..... you think ur a nice person? fine upstanding citizen? just watch how you yourself act every time you're in a taxi, bet ur an arsehole...

so anyway, changed my ring tone recently, from some bleeping sounds to sweet home alabama opening bars for phone calls and a-kon's snap that or tap that or wap that or whatever it's called (that has been ringing for like an eternity now - like 1.5 years -- this has bene changed to some other bleeping sounds for wake up alarm)

to serial killers; just saw a documentary on serial killer from england: dennis nilsen....... see? didn't benji tell you english people are jerks! this guy just proves it......... here are his vital stats on wikipedia:  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dennis_Nilsen          http://russcoff.typepad.com/russcoff/2004/06/cofessions_of_a.html        catholic: check, divorced parents: check,

rape, watching that documentary shook a few things in my mind i guess, i just realized again how many people that were near or dear to me at some point were rape victims......... but like sexual rape, not having to listen to someone's phone calls in a taxi everyday rape......... not that there's that much difference, after a while........ and to think, i could just go ahead and tell so and so's aunt: hey you know your nephew was raped by so and so, right?  no.... not gonna go sticking my head into their stupid closet of skeletons... one american woman i knew once described being raped over an american flag by military people