suicide, anyone?

god it feels rotten when you start thinking about suicide, right?  over here, taxi driving is the worst job ever sometimes... you might as well carry a sign around saying, 'please treat me like shit and rape all of my tolerance and compassion'........

times like that you just want to get a gun and shoot urself in the head........ and what if you chose a total dumb-bitch for a wife? that's probably not even that uncommon....... you know the kind of dumb bitch, that always complains about everything - nothing is ever good enough for her -- she's not even that good looking........

maybe i should just get a divorce and go back to living in china........ there's only so far you can go with americans and australians before you run into a wall and you're dealing with a nation of born losers.... or probably better to go live in mexico/south america -- maybe just start out watching some cartel types kill people......

it's too bad the americans and russians, on the other side of the cold war thing, have been educating their women for generations now to be dumbarse whores chomping their birth control pills (why do i have breast cancer dude? umm)...... no-one has any self-respect in the West.... (or former russian countries either)........... would go live with moslems but most of them don't have a pot to piss in -- they should try overthrowing their own governments, eg., in qatar, saudi arabia, etc