couple of movand ies seen of late

well in mount druitt -- hometown area of western sydney -- at the local mall which is pretty big -- there's one of those $2 stores and they have a bin laden with $2 dvds... some of them are pretty good movies and kind of arthousy stuff that you wouldn't necessarily find at blockbuster with all the adverts there and numbers and marketing and such --- there was one movie made in 2004 with kelsey grammar from frasier and some high school kids that get involved in some stabbing or some crap like that and then some other movie some kid that was in 'spy kids' or something and he plays some kid whose lies all turn true and such like -- it was made in 2007 - 'full of it' or something like that......... they were entertaining movies....

welll it's 7pm here but the sun is still high up -- however this summer has been the coldest by far in my 25 summers in sydney and one of the coldest, if not the coldest ever, statistically speaking, on record...... some people say it's natural stuff like the earth changing on its axis, but at the risk of sounding boring - if you burn half of the world's supply of petroleum and a very big proportion of its coal -- that's what you can expect...

moving on.... expect a gay love fling in the next instalment of Judge Judy fantasy....

oh yeah, watching that movie with kelsey grammar... reminded the benji of meeting some young people like early 20s - mid 20s (maybe the one in LA was older).... in NYC (long distance freight train hopppers) and LA (one dude) --- both times, with months in china behind them... like a background... you feel the people's energy and you see they have their 'neters' (like in 'her-bak') - - the energy of their own country/nation wherever they've been..... it's hard to get on the same page with them in a sense coz you feel also your background was like in china at the time -- hard to explain...... everything is in the mind... memories... what you recall -- your beliefs

remember going on a bikeride in china one time through fields..... you know that feeling where you know there's nothing to strive for, nothing to yearn about, nothing is gonna get paused or missed or skipped and there's that deep down needlessness to worry beneath it all -- that's not even an aspect of a person or people...... ?