latest crapping

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-pY1n-Ogu6g

today's theme-music is some group called 'trapt' not sure about anything about them except they are from fairly recent times and they have this one particular song which is pretty cool ('stand up')....... listen and enjoy buddy!

man today was my only full day of rest in like a week -- that's coz i worked tue/wed/thur/fri and on saturday i slept until night time and had the stephen king or spielberg movie 8mm or whatever....... yesterday was a rest day too but somehow busy..... today (monday in australia) i had some job interview at 1pm and cooked dinner around 6-7pm -- i did a good job at job interview and cooking dinner

after interview i was able to drive from nth sydney -- the somewhat corporate suburb just north of the sydney harbor bridge to way way way out in the sticks way out west to my hometown by shelling out around $10 in tolls -- this expensive drive makes a long trip very short -- all freeways and driving quick -- 'home' in no - time

i dropped in to see my mother first --- i got annoyed at how nasty and unclean her house is (she shares it with her house joseph stalin -- my brother: ghost/zombie/ghoul/pig) i could not believe they cannot take the trouble to live in a clean home! --- if you tell me the news about arnold schwarzeneggar i wouldn't bat an eyelash ... or if some pop-star shaves her head and does a shitty job at some music award show -- again i wouldn't bat an eyelash --- or if aliens from outer space blow up your world trade centres and pentagon and send letters filled with anthrax to people killing them and the taliban, knocked back into the 10th century with help from russia gets the blame for it - for 10 years!, i mean i wouldn't bat an eyelash....

but see how my mother and brother cannot even take the trouble to clean their own home (ever) -- that's terrible -- i really despise that -- i hate seeing them playing pig/victim like that -- despicable

then i went and got my brakes changed on my car by some chileno guy -- he's a nice guy and a recent acquaintance, good to have as a mechanic but a little pricey

never smoked any cigarettes today -- quitting again after a month of smoking

before interview and again upon arriving home in auburn from time-out in hometown and cooking dinner i saw some mtv people on stossel show on fox news --- like kurt loder some narrator of uber-cool documentaries on crazy singers like jim morrisson and kurt cobain........... the mtv people were basically saying: people can do/say/believe whatever the hell they like..... but it's HOW they said it that i really liked:

one of the three mtv executive looking types stands up and snaps one of the digits on his hand (finger) -- you could hear the bone snap audibly, the audience cringed: 'you don't have to believe in NUFFIN!' he said and then snapped his finger

then the woman stood up and said, 'that's SOMETHIN'!' referring to the broken finger

someone picked up a chair and smashed it on something else and another mtv exec said: 'you can believe in that!'

god i hate my brother -- he is such a douchebag -- he was such a douchebag to me today -- he does it on purpose and tries to act all innocent --